Insomnia is a Piece of Crap

First the quote - this may explain things...

Sometimes we don't come through,
Sometimes we just get by.
- The Go-Betweens

So much for sleeping. It's like a lost art that I have taken for granted for years, and so now I have forgotten how to do it. It seems simple, but it is anything but. I recently have been experimenting w/ alcohol plus Seroquel to get more than a couple of hours of fitful rest in one night...and even that has failed to produce a full night of sleep. I am reticent to push the dosages of either the alcohol or the Seroquel too much, but it may come to that.

I feel a bit like Edward Norton in Fight Club; pretty soon I'll be beating the shit out of myself in an empty parking lot at two in the morning. Enough on this subject, I think. It is what it is.

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